I tell you it sort of gets me. This site always seems to load very slow or not at all. I admit that my computer is not the best and sort of old. However other sites that I visit loak right away and they have more animation and things going on. I get frustrated the site I like to visit the most is the one that is the slowest. I wonder if anyone has problems with the loading as I do.
Well here it is Friday night and I am yet again home alone. No date to look forward to or nothing. It would be so nice to at least have a friend/friends to spend the afternoon or evening. Watching a movie or drinks. Perhaps someday I will be able to do that.
Well here we go for another day of hard work. You know as I lay in bed my mind begins to run though so many things. I need to be more social I think. I seem to have turned into this homebody that is addicted to tv. Inivtations have stopped cause I kept saying not to people cause I might miss something on tv. How crazy is that. I have a vcr why not use it. So not I just need to get some invites. I would invite people to my place but the place is so messy. Not my part but my roommate is really really messy. Its like "The Odd Couple" I would be Felix and he would be Oscar.
Wow today was a busy day at work. I was feeling sort of down in the bumps this morning and almost called in but changed my mond. Glad I didnt cause I was really needed today. I also decided to I should be more active on the site. so I did post some things in the forum. I thought by this evening there would be some responses but none so far.
Hummm I am not sure if this works but I will give it a try. Always ready to try some new things. I woke up early this morning and not sure why. A bit depressed perhaps but not sure. I do know that I am very much wanting to find someone special in my life. I did meet someone a couple weeks ago. One thing that bothers me is that he is very conservative. I can be but not all the time and I dont think being a nudist is to conservative. Also not a spark there so I guess we will just be friends.
Ok thats my first entry and it sounds a bit whiney to me but oh well thats my feelings for the morning.